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[Dec. 20th, 2009|02:55 pm] |
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man I'm high on life |
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| wooooo |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|01:32 pm] |
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See I think drugs have done some good things for us. If you don't think drugs have done good things for us then do me a favor. Go home tonight and take all of your records,tapes and all your CD's and burn them. Because, you know all those musicians who made all that great music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years? Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreal fucking high on drugs |
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[Dec. 18th, 2009|02:22 pm] |
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I do not recognize the vessel, but the eyes seem so familiar. Like phosphorescent desert buttons singing one familiar song... "So good to see you. I've missed you so much. So glad it's over. I've missed you so much. Came out to watch you play. Why are you running away?" Prying open my third eye. So good to see you once again. I thought that you were hiding. And you thought that I had run away. |
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| I have some stuff that will blow your mind |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|03:42 pm] |
“Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is just energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves.” |
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[Dec. 17th, 2009|03:34 pm] |
Mom's gonna fix it all soon
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be~ |
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| My shadow |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|12:24 pm] |
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My shadow's Shedding skin and I've been picking scabs again. I'm down digging through my old muscles looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in my shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking my scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been I've been wallowing in my own chaotic and insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing I've endured within my shadow. Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and to grow, take and give and to move, learn and love and to cry, kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie, hate and fear and to do what it takes to move through. I choose to live and to lie, kill and give and to die, learn and love and to do what it takes to step through. See my shadow changing, stretching up and over me soften this old armor. hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow, coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me. |
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| daily prayers |
[Dec. 15th, 2009|09:55 pm] |
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already ate the holy sacrament |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|03:52 am] |
kiss kiss bang bang is a pretty funny good movie
(it is a dark comedy with self-referential shit which is always awesome) |
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| prayers |
[Dec. 14th, 2009|08:24 pm] |
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Hail mary, full of grace |
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| Optimistic thought |
[Dec. 14th, 2009|08:12 am] |
the fact that I haven't killed myself yet is no coincidence
it means my life is actually worth something and the problems I see as "impossible" aren't that bad
thats why a friend was like "you'll be ok" |
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[Dec. 13th, 2009|10:20 pm] |
CLOSED EYES
You have Closed Eyes!
Positive Traits: Intelligent, Creative, Imaginative, Loyal, Honourable
Negative Traits: Depressed, Withdrawn, Pessimistic, Fatalistic, Avoidant |
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[Dec. 13th, 2009|10:03 pm] |
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The old proverb, "The eyes are the windows of the soul," contains a powerful truth. Our eyes reveal whether our souls are spacious or cramped, hospitable or critical, compassionate or judgmental. The way we see other people is usually the way we see ourselves. If we have made peace with our flawed humanity and embraced our ragamuffin identity, we are able to tolerate in others what was previously unacceptable in ourselves. |
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